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"No Coincidences"...

6/14/2018

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I've always been a firm believer that there are NO coincidences in this life...and recently we experienced one of those moments that has forever changed our lives for the better.  Where do I even begin with this incredible story?  Well, to start, this year we made the decision to expand the Hannah Duffy Memorial Community Service Scholarship program to all graduating seniors within Monmouth County -- remember the no coincidences?   As you read on, you will understand exactly why there are no coincidences, just moments that are 'meant to be'.  Students are required to write an essay as part of our application process, and this story revolves around one of those essays.  

In mid April, I was in Sarasota, Florida, participating in a playground build for the Where Angels Play Foundation.  After the playground was completed, we had an opportunity to spend some time on the beach while at our hotel.  I read this essay for the first time while sitting on the beach and I was brought to sobbing tears -- it was so beautiful, and so unexpected that the tears just started flowing.  And, looking back, I was meant to read it at that exact moment on that beautiful beach...Hannah would not have wanted it any other way since she absolutely LOVED the beach and I could 'feel' her with me as I was reading.  

To give a little bit of background before I share this beautiful essay, we need to go back to the beginning, to when Hannah was first diagnosed with brain cancer.  I remember sitting in a conference room in the hospital with her oncology team just days after her biopsy surgery in early October 2012 and heard words that still haunt me to this day ("malignant, anaplastic astrocytoma, gliomatosis cerebri, terminal," and much more I can't even remember now since I think I stopped listening after I heard the word terminal...) – but, after hearing all the bad news the very first question that came out of my mouth was, “can she still play soccer?”   The news itself was devastating enough but to have to go back into her room and tell her that she could never play again was more than I could bear.  Her oncologist made a deal with her – as long as she felt up to it, she could play, but she had to promise to wear protective head gear and no headers.  As much as it pained her to agree to never head the ball again, she agreed if it meant she would be allowed back on the field!  ​And, back on the field she went, on October 17th, 2012, just seventeen days after brain surgery.  After so much heartbreak and stress, just to see Hannah suited up and on the field with her friends and teammates that day was enough for us.  But, it wasn’t enough for her – she was determined to play, and no one was going to stop her.

So, that brings me to the incredible essay we received from a Wall Township student...no coincidences...
On October 17, 2012 I woke up feeling very special.  Like every other birthday, my family showered me with gifts before I left for school.  At school my friends decorated my locker.  After school I had a soccer game at a nearby town.  Soccer was my life then and still is today, I love the game.  In my head this was going to be the most perfect birthday; it was our last game of an amazing undefeated season, I was the captain of the team, and we were playing Tinton Falls who had a losing record.  However, this game seemed different, starting with the unusually large crowd.  Most games that season we would blow teams away, but it was halftime and we were tied 1-1 to one of the last teams in the division.  The next 35 minutes flew by and much to my surprise we were going into overtime, golden goal.  Within the first five minutes, Tinton Falls gained possession of the ball, played it over top to a forward, who took the ball out of the air and attacked our goal.

That was it, she scored and the whole crowd erupted, and ran onto the field swarming the hero, Hannah Duffy.
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As I walked off the field with my head down, I could not stop thinking about how that was supposed to be me.  I wanted to be the girl that scored the winning goal, it was my birthday and I wanted to be the hero.  After shaking hands, I sadly walked over towards my family, where Tinton Falls continued to celebrate their amazing win.  My Mom, Dad, Aunt, Uncle and cousins all stood there waiting to wish me a happy birthday.  At this point my eyes were filled with tears and I was about to break down.  My mom, with tears in her eyes, hugged me and whispered in my ear, “Don't you dare cry for losing this game, the girl who scored that goal, has a brain tumor, that goal was a miracle”.  My heart sank and my body went numb.  My entire being went into absolute emotional confusion.  In one single nanosecond, my entire life changed.  I went from self-pity, “Why me?” to shock and confusion, "That really cannot happen to someone my age”, to embarrassment and guilt and then to extreme sadness, “Why her, #3, Hannah Duffy?“  Later on, I found out that this was the first game that Hannah was allowed to participate in since her brain surgery.  The following September Hannah passed away, and in her obituary it mentioned that one of her favorite moments was scoring the game winning goal.

From that game on my life changed; in school when I walked the halls, I noticed faces that I never did before. I used to be content with being the stereotypical cool, popular athlete. The cold reality that someone my age could die, made my whole life flash in front of me.  I wanted to use my remaining years of school to personally get to know all 286 kids in my class, no matter if they were in the band, school play, or engineering club.  In high school I became class president.  I tried to learn more about my classmate's interests and passions.  This has allowed me to make friendships that will last a lifetime with people I didn't even know existed before that day.  Reaching out to each and every student has allowed my class to grow and meld as one, which is rarely seen in high schools.  My entire class has learned to appreciate everyone's passions, creating friendships between the so called “jocks” and “nerds”.  I learned to find something I like about each and every person I encounter and stop noticing the differences. 
I view the world differently because of Hannah and I often think about her and pray for her family.

​--Maggie Wishart

Our scholarship committee members also felt such emotion after reading this particular essay and the decision was made to create an additional award for Most Impactful Essay, beginning this year.  Had we not expanded the scholarship program this year, we never would have had the opportunity to meet Maggie -- this was no coincidence, it was just meant to be.  John & I were so proud and honored to meet Maggie and present her with the scholarship during the Wall HS Academic Awards Ceremony a few weeks ago.  She truly is a special soul, and now our families are intertwined forever, all because of one fateful soccer game almost six years ago.  
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Hannah’s greatest fear was that she was going to be forgotten.  To know she is remembered with kindness, compassion and inclusion is the greatest gift our family could ever receive.  A beautiful legacy, for sure. 
 
Defining moments for two young girls, both with far reaching impacts beyond what either could have ever imagined.  Love ALWAYS wins, for sure.
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Color Wars and Crafts...

6/4/2018

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Earlier this month, I had the honor and privilege to attend the final day of the Color Wars competition at the Academy of Allied Health & Science high school, in Neptune.  One of the activities held during the week long color wars competition was a collection of supplies for our Hannah's Heroes Arts & Crafts Drive.  Led by faculty members, Kathy Fitzsimmons and Kelly Reilly, the students participated in a school wide competition, scoring points for specific craft items including crayons, colored pencils, markers and sketch pads.  Each item held a point value and the team (blue vs gray) with the most points earned a color wars team point.   The Blue team consisted of Freshman & Seniors, while the Gray team is the Sophomores & Juniors.  I was told prior to arriving to make sure I arrived in an empty car because they had collected a massive amount of crafts.  Well, nothing could have prepared me for what I was presented with!  The students loaded my car with cases upon cases of crayons, markers, pencils & sketch pads!  What a wonderful gift that will be shared with many children, both at the Children's Hospital of Philadelphia as well as Jersey Shore Medical Center.  

Once the students packed my car, I was invited to speak to the entire student body about what their kindness means to our family as well as to the children in the hospital fighting for their lives.  A gift as simple as a box of crayons or pencils & a sketch pad mean the world to a child in the hospital -- these craft items are a lifeline for the children, many of whom are restricted to their rooms for days or weeks at a time.  I shared a bit about Hannah's journey and her wish for us to continue to pay it forward and told them that while I arrived in an empty car, I would be leaving with not only a car packed with crafts but also a very full heart.  Kindness matters, and my hope is that these students know that their generosity will brighten the lives of so many.    
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